Christmas is around the corner and I still have no plans. I feel like I’m starting to get the flu. That makes me panic because I’m alone. Being alone already makes me panic and being sick and alone is next to a death sentence for me. I have tears gushing out my eyes as I type this. I haven’t even had to blink yet, there’s so many.
I can’t handle this. I’m tired of loneliness and being sick just makes me even more crazy than usual.
